You are my TULIP

Why you love Tulip even you never have a chance to touch it. You just see it on the internet, magazines and also social media and you don't even know how the smell is.
I love tulip because, no reason, one day I saw tulips on Facebook and suddenly I fall in love with it.

Actually, this tulip almost like my crush
Someone that I know, only through internet
Someone who I know his figure, but I don't even know his face
Someone that I never met, but he touch my heart with his word
Someone that really far away from me.
Someone that currently works in London meanwhile I'm still in Malaysia

People said I just wasted my time. Waiting for him and for sure he don't even know my existence.
He don't even know my name
He knows nothing about me
I just one of his fans.

One day, I saw someone. I don't know why he attracts my attention. I look at him from top to bottom. My heart said "That's him". I knew that was him, but maybe that is not the right time for me to say hi. That is the biggest regret in my life. I don't have that courage to talk to him. The way his smile, I'll never forget about it. The way he looks at me. I still remember when our eyes met. His glasses. His special chin. The most important is his shoes. I recognize that shoes. Sport shoes, black and white.

And I never stop praying to Allah for him to be mine. But if one day he meets another woman that can give him happiness. The woman that can make him smile every day. The woman that can accept him for his bad or good side.
At that moment he marries her. I will stop hoping for him. I'll move on. I'll start my new life. And I'll try to forget him without forget his beautiful words. Till then, I'll love you forever.

One day I'll go to Amsterdam to see the tulip with my own eyes, to touch and feel the smooth petal with my own hand and smell it with my own nose.
And also, I hope I can do that with you and only you. Because you are my TULIP forever.

Kawan Baru, Alam Baru, Dunia Baru.

Assalamualaikum...
Hai, rajin pulak meng'update' blog lately. Saja nak kongsi something awesome happened in my life.

First of all, thank you my friend for invited me to join her 'family'. And also thank you guys for accepting me.

Beberapa pertemuan membuatkan ku jatuh hati dengan ikatan kasih sayang,
Jatuh hati dengan keakraban,
Membuatkan ku tersenyum tanpa batasan,
Mengetuk pintu hati menyatakan bahawa masih belum terlambat untuk aku kembali ke pangkal jalan,
Senda gurau tawa, membuatkan tempoh seminggu begitu lama untuk berkunjung tiba,
Pertemuan bersama insan berlainan latar belakang, membuka minda bahawa dunia ini tiada sempadan
Begitu juga dengan ilmu alQuran yang sangat luas jika dikaji dengan teliti.
Alhdulillah, senyuman di bibir semakin ikhlas.
Sinar di mata tampak sirnanya. Hati yang mendung kini disirami  cahaya kerinduan kepada Maha Pencipta,
Tatkala kisah Kekasih Allah menyapa, pintu hati seakan-akan diketuk.
Terasa ketenangan menjalar mengisi kekosongan.
Dan membuatkan ku bersyukur ke atas segala nikmat yang telah diberikan.
Sudah tiba masanya aku berjihrah tanpa menunggu detik 12 tengah malam tahun baru, kononnya di situ bermulanya azam baru.
Tepuk dada, tanya iman, adakah iman sudah kenyang ataupun masih kehausan dan ketandusan.

Semoga aku terus beristiqamah di jalanMu ya Allah.
-insan yang penuh kealpaan-

Be Yourself and Be Happy. ALWAYS.