You are my TULIP

Why you love Tulip even you never have a chance to touch it. You just see it on the internet, magazines and also social media and you don't even know how the smell is.
I love tulip because, no reason, one day I saw tulips on Facebook and suddenly I fall in love with it.

Actually, this tulip almost like my crush
Someone that I know, only through internet
Someone who I know his figure, but I don't even know his face
Someone that I never met, but he touch my heart with his word
Someone that really far away from me.
Someone that currently works in London meanwhile I'm still in Malaysia

People said I just wasted my time. Waiting for him and for sure he don't even know my existence.
He don't even know my name
He knows nothing about me
I just one of his fans.

One day, I saw someone. I don't know why he attracts my attention. I look at him from top to bottom. My heart said "That's him". I knew that was him, but maybe that is not the right time for me to say hi. That is the biggest regret in my life. I don't have that courage to talk to him. The way his smile, I'll never forget about it. The way he looks at me. I still remember when our eyes met. His glasses. His special chin. The most important is his shoes. I recognize that shoes. Sport shoes, black and white.

And I never stop praying to Allah for him to be mine. But if one day he meets another woman that can give him happiness. The woman that can make him smile every day. The woman that can accept him for his bad or good side.
At that moment he marries her. I will stop hoping for him. I'll move on. I'll start my new life. And I'll try to forget him without forget his beautiful words. Till then, I'll love you forever.

One day I'll go to Amsterdam to see the tulip with my own eyes, to touch and feel the smooth petal with my own hand and smell it with my own nose.
And also, I hope I can do that with you and only you. Because you are my TULIP forever.